Right now, Daniel Powter's song is going through my head - "You work at a smile and you go for a ride". Yeah, the smile is not coming easily today. I can't even go for a ride. Right now I feel completely inept, like a total failure. I can't get my hair to turn out right - ever. I can't help my daughter with her homework, and she's struggling in school. I can't keep my house clean. I can't lose weight. Right now, at the very moment, I feel like a whole heap of can't. I am trying not to have a pity party.
But the fact is, I'm an extremely capable woman. I am smart, I have a job - a good one even. I'm practical and logical. I speak 3 languages , 2 of them fluently. People like me. Apparently I have an aura. I don't even know what that means - but two people have come up to me on different occasions saying that there was this aura about me, and they had to come and talk to me. Ok, that's a little creepy, and while one of the two was a man, he definitely wasn't trying to pick me up.
My friend, and fellow blogger, posted a "Prayer for a crappy day". Boy did he nail it. I think I'm gonna go pray that now.
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Becki, I would like to go to this Book Guild Conference because I felt that GOD is drawing me to write a book. I did the renewal of the Quebec Nurses Christian Fellowship in 1992 and was the President of the organization for over 12 years. I'm 72 years old and now one of the Administrators of christianwomentoday.com. I have not written a book before just few articles on Canadian and Quebec Newsletters.
ReplyDeleteI would like to go and have the possibility of attending the Book Writers Conference on June 15 - 18. I wonder if I will be able to go with you.
I would really appreciate very much and would be more than grateful to be able to go with someone from Quebec.
Sincerely,
Romie Horsman
horsman.rom@gmail.com